I am due on the first of December and can hardly wait to meet my little bundle of joy. I have everything set up, all I need is my little Lillian!
I think I am most nervous about "messing up" with my daughter. I am afraid that I will do something and have a family member or a friend look at me and think "Oh my why was she allowed to have a child?" I cannot place what these items could possibly be, and I am sure these are totally irrational thoughts to have but it does bother me. I do not want to do anything to mess up. Being a mom is going to be hard enough without having to worry about what other people think, for those who know me know that I do worry about what other people think. I am thankful to have a wonderful husband who lets me worry about these things but knows how to bring me back down to Earth.
So here is to the beginning of my new life, I am nervous but I am going to do my absolute best and that is all I can do!