I am going to be a Mom

As most people know I am going to be a mommy! I have a million different emotions going through my head at any given time. 

I am due on the first of December and can hardly wait to meet my little bundle of joy. I have everything set up, all I need is my little Lillian! 

I think I am most nervous about "messing up" with my daughter. I am afraid that I will do something and have a family member or a friend look at me and think "Oh my why was she allowed to have a child?" I cannot place what these items could possibly be, and I am sure these are totally irrational thoughts to have but it does bother me. I do not want to do anything to mess up. Being a mom is going to be hard enough without having to worry about what other people think, for those who know me know that I do worry about what other people think.  I am thankful to have a wonderful husband who lets me worry about these things but knows how to bring me back down to Earth.  

So here is to the beginning of my new life, I am nervous but I am going to do my absolute best and that is all I can do!